In the off chance

Hello my friends!!! In the off chance that someone still reads this, you are far better than I. However, to my defense I AM without a computer so as I write this I am indeed at work....and since I work in the ER of a hospital there are few times where I can actually sit down for a minute and just think, let alone type a blog, but here is my attempt.

I must admit that not having a computer is both wonderfully beautiful and horribly disappointing at the same time. Although, I love that post-Belize I've become less attached to material belongings and less reliant on technology, I regret that I still NEED a computer. To be entirely honest I'm surprised I've lasted this long without one but alas, this too shall pass. My responsibilities at the hospital are growing and I am going to have to cave and buy one. GRRR!

Oh, so yeah, I finally left the country for the first time and went to Belize/Guatemala with Meghan aka BuBZ in October it was incredible!! It was an amazing and humbling experience at the same time, but I will save you the negative aspects of the trip. So we climbed ancient Mayan ruins, ate delicious food, got drunk as a skunk off Belizean rum, spelunked through a few caves, zip lined, rappelled and that was just the beginning!!! It was the first time BuBZ and I met face to face although we conversed online/through email/on the phone for years. The trip was a blast and I couldn't think of a better person to go with! Soon we shall take other trips so watch out world, BuBZ  and AHolmes are taking over!!!

In other Ashley news: I am single once again, kicked that smothering sufficating crazy guy ***Kevin to the curb, then found a new boyfriend lets call ***Frank who turned out to have a wife and children in another country. Which brings us to ***Connor whom I was totally falling for (and that's saying a lot considering I haven't fallen in love with anyone since Dan) and then totally plays me for a fool on Valentine's Day of all days! Ugh, really, where have all the nice ones gone? Even the ones that SEEM nice (the aformentioned triad) turn out to be complete jerkfaces. I forsee that I am doomed to live the life of a tragic spinster who ends up with 8 cats.

Lets see, what else can I leave you all with before the next time I'll actually be able to write....Oh! My lil sis is pregnant, she's due St Patty's day and she also just celebrated her birthday 2/17 :) Also, my coworker Laura is dragging me to an open casting for CBS'  Big Brother 10, so who knows I might be on tv, although the thought of everyone watch the 24/7 live feeds kinda gives me the skeevies.

Until the next time, much love!

~Ash

 ***Names have been changed